3-7-25, above or below
Decided that each successive passage will appear above the previous. // Experienced yesterday what could only be described in my vista as gender dysphoria. A quite undescribable pain- otherwise feeling of alienation and unbelonging. The desire to exist as more than a male; to be able to appreciate all facets of humanity without scrutiny, as well as the thesis to become and be recognized physically as I exist introspectively (or to say the way I perceive and wish to perceive myself). This experience has undoubtably given insight into my psyche, as well as the experiences of others. I believe gender to be a classist construct and a barrier to self-actualization that I hope we as a society overcome. // I imagine this will have its own comprehensive entry in the future; alas I continue to voice my contempt. I cannot stand the bastardization, deprecitation, and fetishizing of beloved and valuable media by degenerates and moral-police alike. To appreciate media that portrays taboo themes is to be in constant combat with both those that favor those taboos and those abhorent of them. No, I'm not a degenerate. No, just because I see value in it doesn't mean I support its themes. I don't need anyone telling me what themes can and can't be explored, nor do I need people to tell me how I should feel about them. Trivializing taboo in media just devalues the media, as well as undermining meaningful discussions about the themes it explores. :4
3-7-25, christening
The first post to a blog feels both immensely monumental and completely meaningness- as if this is supposed to be a hook to a novel; a testiment to greater yet things to come. This is not that. :4